My Life

Revive!!!

2010-06-29T11:18:00.000-07:00

Wow,after so long i decided to revive my blog again.haha,got this sudden urge to blog..haha.

Ok,i will start with my life now..currently it's a school holiday for me but i

hate it because it is so boring and i feel so lifeless shit..hahaha.

Finally school is starting next week but i seriously can't wait no more but the bad thing is i haven't

done any of my homeworks which im supposed to do...damn..haha.

Damn,i hate my hair now..it's so so so irritating..i wanna trim it but im lazy to go cut..haha.

Currently im still single,haha...People say once you go to a new school,you will get a girlfriend but

i think thats crap..hahaha..although i have seriously fall in love with this girl..(and she knows)..haha but it takes time to build trust but i trust her completely..hahaha

Speaking of soccer..damn world cup..i dont wish to talk about world cup.tsk

And now,random gays have been adding me up in tagged,im like wtf...they asked for my mobile number and etc...i ignore them,i thought they were girls but i was WRONG...wtf..weird world isnt it..?

will blog soon..

As i look up at the stars,i think about what i have done during the past...

reflect people,reflect.=)

ENGINE PUNYA!!

2010-05-21T07:30:00.001-07:00

My Ultimate Goal..

2010-03-17T10:30:00.000-07:00

hie people,its been a long time since i last blog.Well firstly i've been accepted in ITE Simei..haha..im seriously looking foward to start school.Cant take anymore boredness..haha.

So today i wanna blog about this stuff which has been in my mind for quite some time.Its about my habit.I like to lie to my friends.I always told them that i will come but then i didn't.I feel bad,yeah i really do but there are simple reasons that i can't talk about.

Hmm i feel that i must change myself.Although it will take a long time for me to achieve the result,i will try.So for people who thinks i won't make it then suits yourself..im trying my best..this is sincerely from my heart.I apologise for everything that i've done to you guys...If i suceeded then i sure you guys won't regret in having me as a friend.=)

RANDOM...........

2010-01-29T19:00:00.000-08:00

My life nowdays have been quite boring because now im jobless again and im dying to get a new job..whatever it takes...i want a damn job...badly..ok..now im waiting for DAE result to come out on 5 Feb...im so scared...i hope and pray that poly with take me in as one of their student..

Im addicted to snickers....yeah...next week is pay day....can't wait to get my hands on that mercurial vapor soccer boots..ahh...so hot...haha..

anyway,i learn a new guitar technique last week...its call Legato technique..now im quite good at it...cool or wat...it makes ur fingering much more easier but damn..my pinky finger is hard like rock...its time to train it using ninja warrior style...haiyakkk!!!!!!

Sometimes you cant get what you want in life but u must not give up yet...

2010-01-19T17:33:00.000-08:00

1st.Hey people..its been so long since i post..haha...my blog not dead you know..hhaha...ok..first lets talk abt my result...i didnt expect my result to turn out like this but i did ok only-_-...apply thru DAE cause there no way i can go poly thru JAE......

2nd.i got my pay the other day and seriously i spent all of it like a killing spree and now im kinda broke-_-

Cool yet weird...

2010-01-01T04:59:00.000-08:00

hey...how are u guys...wish you guys a happy new year...so today i wanna blog about the things that happen during 31st december 2009...while i was working at uniqlo ion,i was supposed to be incharge of the fitting room..and guess wat..something unexpected happen...a japanese model,so hot and talented came to the shop..at first i didnt know it was her..then i realised its her with her husband....i was like super shock..it was her all along...Leah Dizon.

Its a waste cause i never get to take a photo with her..damn....
Then after that my friends came and ask me to tagged along with them..then i just follow...there were like 9 of us..haha..we walk around orchard....went to see some local gig with the singer like Mr.Danny and the lead guitarist is a girl...how cool is that...then went to fort canning park where i met irah again...grrr..haha...it was kinda scary there...so after walking there...we decided to go to go down...then we noticed a few groups of drunken men chasing us...they we're carrying some bottle and seriously they wanna whack us...its was like kinda scary but yeah ,we managed to run away from it thanks to our dear friend Heede.so yeah slack till mrt open and then went home..ok then sleep for like 4 hours and then woke up and went to jb..after doing some shooping went back home...then online msn and guess wat...hhaha...i cant believe we're together back..ahaha...i love you so much...miss you.

2009-12-29T20:46:00.000-08:00

Wow,in just a few days..its gonna be a new year....i still cant think of a new year resolution...great...
hmmm...im kinda sad cause one of my favourite band drummer had died recently...
R.I.P THE REV....

victory isn't sweet you know....

2009-12-22T12:07:00.000-08:00

sometimes defeat tastes must more sweeter than winning...so give up,give up,give up...hahaha...look at the bright side...im still single and i dont freaking care anymore coz im sick and tired of waiting and searching..so for now till im ready ... so no girlfriend.cool huh.
..
.your deleted at facebook
.your deleted at tagged
.your deleted at my phonebook
.your deleted at my blogger link.
.your deleted at friendster...
so...goodbye...

2009-12-22T08:33:00.000-08:00

Today i had a great time..i got to meet her...^^..although we are working we still got time to meet up and eat together and walk around the shopping mall together...sweet right.haha....wow...today stumbled across a nice wallet..i wanna get my pay real2 soon..i wanna buy it...ahha..thanks uh for bringing me there..^^...man...damn shag...i dont wanna work...but if i dont..i will rot at home...i wanna jam with friends but u guys seems busy with work..i wanna play the song ignorance...hope you guys will be free real soon cause seriously my fingers are really itching to play the guitar badly........i left 23 more days...haiz..

I've had enough, it's time for something real
Don't respect the words your speaking
Gone too far
A clone...

2009-12-19T10:00:00.000-08:00

Today went to work..so unlucky coz still down with fever....but then what to do,wanna earn money so no choice...work till around 7.20pm and take half day leave...cant take it..now im sick like nobody business,coughing non-stop..shag coz sunday i have to work too whicxh is today ahhh....anyway...i feel like playing the song Ignorance by Paramore coz the song means a lot to me......

I've had enough, it's time for something real
Don't respect the words your speaking
Gone too far
A clone...

Time For Miracles...

2009-12-18T04:48:00.001-08:00

t's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it (feel it)
You know I can hear it (hear it)
So can you feel me feel you....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

Holiday!!!!!

2009-12-17T08:58:00.000-08:00

Hie people,sorry if the blog seems dead...was seriously busy and i just came back from holiday....so here are some pictures taken during the trip.....it was kinda fun cause i got to see some amazing animals like crocodile and and ostrich...i even eat the fried ostrich egg ...super nice...but i was sick during the trip...so i suffered too...i dont knw if what im doing is right....hmmm...thanks Don for the advise.....really useful.....

I've had enough, it's time for something real
Don't respect the words your speaking
Gone too far
A clone...

2009-12-09T10:17:00.001-08:00

I wish i could have you as my girlfriend....i wish i could turn back time man....
hahaha...no choice lah..have to look foward.....if one day you need me...i be there for you.

I've had enough, it's time for something real
Don't respect the words your speaking
Gone too far
A clone...
after all...i do miss you...

Tired.........

2009-12-06T09:59:00.000-08:00

Wow...im so tired...i could just die in agony....lol....but working there is seriously fun...hahaa....get new friends...yeah..!!haha....i like all my working pals there and especially the japan managers..haha...
....
....
...I tried to be perfect,
But nothing was worth it,
I don’t believe it makes me real.
I thought it’d be easy,
But no one believes me,
I meant all the things I said.

If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.

This place is so empty,
My thoughts are so tempting,
I don’t know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it’s so crazy,
that nothing can save me,
But it’s the only thing that I have.

If you believe it's in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I'm better off on my own.

On my own...

I tried to be perfect,
It just wasn't worth it,
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
It’s hard to believe me,
It never gets easy,
I guess I knew that all along.

If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own

Apology&Sincerity

2009-12-04T07:31:00.000-08:00

im trully sorry..i didnt mean to say all the mean things to you...i dont know why i do it but now i feel ashamed for what ive done....hmmm,i hope you would forgive me..im like deceiving my self...i dont know why....everything happen for a reason...but i dont know what it is....so anyway...yesterday work at UNIQLO...so unlucky...alot of people because got sale...now my legs are like crying...tmrw will work again...haiya...can cry uh..anyway..my japanese manager looks like a masked rider main character in Kabuto...lol..im sincerly asking for forgiveness...

Life now...

2009-11-30T01:16:00.000-08:00

Heyhey...finally today i cut my hair...a little sad because my sideburns need to be cut due to one side being longer than the other..sadsad...anyway,now i love my hair cause i can spike...cool huh.lol.Anyway time seems to pass by like a speeding car...hmm,im addicted to ice lemon tea...its so nice..when i gulp it in..it makes me feel high...ahhh...so nice.lol.So finally i got something to do...so now i wont feel bored anymore..hahaha....
cry me a river please....

2009-11-27T10:05:00.000-08:00

hmmm so fast this month gonna end..time really flies...
IM WAITING...anyway thanks guys for helping me out..i now feel much better...all i have to do now is keep myself buzy and this feeling will be gone..heeeheeee...now i feel slightly better.

TODAY!!!!!!!

2009-11-25T05:25:00.000-08:00

~its like i got everything i need, and everything is going smooth, but its like i just feel overwhelmed and depressed... over nothing... i have no stress, but i feel like i'm about to break... i feel tired all the time, and sick sometimes... i want to feel ok again... things have changed so much... maybe i just need time to re-adjust? i hope this is just a passing thing, cause i never wanted to feel this way again, and especially for no reason... at least i had things to blame last time i felt this way, even if it wasnt there fault... this time its just nothing... yeah so i am washing clothes... woot, at least i had the motivation to get that done this morning =/ i dunno and typing all this stuff, trying to get the feelings to make sense is only confusing me more... wtf..........
Hmmm..i feel like asking this question to you,are you avoiding me or what??....i kept thinking of the answer which your gonna give me if i ask you this.but nevermind...Finally the person who i have been waiting finally online...sweeet...ahaha anyway something miracle happen because my friends and i were called by Uniqlo yesterday and went for the interview today.I talked crap with the manager saying that I love japan and i love Japan people..lols.
~Anyway if you reading this i just wanna let you know that i know that your buzy with your life and im sorry for sending the message to you.If you decided not to reply it then its seriously ok with me.But if you do reply,i will be looking foward to that day and i will be mentally prepared for the answer that your gonna give me...Dont worry cause im not the old me that you know.......^^
~If i got this job,then i gonna treat some of my friends,so if you received a message by me saying that your choosen,then you freaking lucky,peace.
~Things To Do/have:
.Buy a weight gainer

.Cutting my gay hair

.Register in MMA

.Jam with Fariz and gang

.Buy a gay laptop....

BoredBoredBored

2009-11-23T12:21:00.000-08:00

Haix..when will i get a damn job....ahh fuck it.haix...today played almost easy and beast and the harlot solo..so sian....haix..why im feeling so down lately?,haix...suffering for don't know what reason.......-_-

Life

2009-11-22T13:44:00.000-08:00

Yesterday came back from the chalet at 6.30 am...super sleepy...lol...went back home and crash to bed...woke up at 10+am..still shag and went to J.B..on the way..i sound to this girl.i told her that when she's ready,she tell me.Well i just wanna say if you wanna say no,just inform me asap cause im the type that doesn't like to wait..lol...anyway went back J.B....play some game...after that on sunday..went back to Singapore and visit my Grandpa who is sick right now...i pray for your recovery yayie..anyway..went back home and ask my brother to help me dye my hair...now im like a fashionista..lol...so until here then.

The Chalet

2009-11-20T02:34:00.000-08:00

Today nothing to blog about..so damn boring...im now going to my friend birthday chalet.Will spent a night at there..huhu..lol..so as soon as i return i willl re-edit this post and blog...ok..bye..im late already lol.

I Need Job!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-17T12:20:00.000-08:00

Woah!!!......Im so bored!!!!!!...this holiday.I want job!!!!!!!!!!.lol.So anyway,i finally mastered the solo for Beast And The Harlot.a tedious solo indeed.Stayed at home and watch Rambo[First Blood].super nice....So this friday got clan chalet...shit!!!!..im out off cash...i need job....anyone..intro me to job...i need jobb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.so here i am blogging after a game with Herwan in dota...own him but i lost...thats retarded..lol...so after this,one more game and off to sleep..byebye.

2009-11-10T10:04:00.000-08:00

Today went for Mt paper.Hoping to get an A1 for it.After both papers,went to mac with my friends to get a bite....then went home with Reuben...talk some stuff with him till i reach my destination...went home...set up my guitar and started playing it...lol.
..Today i realized that my input cable is spoil...I was like damn F*** up but it still can be used but bad quality.
.So for an hour i spent playing the intro,riff and the 1/4 part of the damn solo...ohh btw the song im focusing is Beast And The Harlot by Avenged Sevenfold..
Then i went to sleep...woke up and it was like 6.30pm..haha..i went to take a shower and then went Mac to study with my friends..at there,study and play.haha...went back at 11.45pm..so tired...Finally last paper..i feel so relieved because exams are finally over and i can go look for jobs..so here money money,here i come...lol...byebye..im off to bed.

2009-11-09T08:20:00.000-08:00

Today woke up..bath and went out to find job with my friends.went to some place and then went to arcade.played a few rounds of tennis game and watch the drummer Farizuan play the damn drumming game...he's so gay at it.then after that went to vivo and applied some jobs..then went 7/11 and saw this gay guy wear some girl stuff...he look so gay..anyway here's a picture of my class graduation.Didn't had time to upload it so here it is.hmm...i think that being single is better than being attached because u need not think about getting your girlfriend any stuff or watsoever...lol...so until here...gt exams ltr in the morning so i end off here.

2009-11-08T08:57:00.000-08:00

Just now went to mac and slack with my friends.Plan to study but in the end didn't....end up talking about our past and etc....so here is a picture of THE K.I.N.G and B.A.M.B...i thnk azmir is looking for his new target and thats gay.

2009-11-08T00:38:00.000-08:00

today nothing much to post abt...just wanted to upload some random picture of Avenged Sevenfold..lol....ok..im going off to mac studying for my last few papers then its party time...

SATURDAY,OCTOBER24,09

2009-10-24T09:47:00.000-07:00

yesterday,studied at mac from 9 pm till 6 am this morning..now im super shag...haha..during that time,we do some stupid things like go ghost hunting in the middle of the night.....went to a nearby park...saw something which should not be seen....ooo,scary...anyway...people who was there was Azmir,Heede,Farizuan,Desmond,Ardi,Me and some girls who i dont really know..lol...so,after that went home,sleep and woke up at 1.30pm...realise that i didnt come for math remedial,so sorry My .Yeo...hahaha.....so went to mac again and studied......saw Hock Koon and the other.
Soon after that,Jamal and others came...study,study,study till 9++.....saw Farizuan with his gf....and then after that..went home..lol

THRUSDAY,OCTOBER22,09

2009-10-21T09:14:00.000-07:00

Well..in a few hours,im gonna have my 'O' LVL practical...im feeling a little nervous now...im addicted to milo btw...lol.....hmm,i hope for the science practical,it would be easy for everyone who's taking it.....everyone,this is it...4/5/6 years in secondary school and this is our final lap..do our best and put in everything that u have work hard for....
..anyway,lets put that aside,hmmm...today as usual,i wake up,bath...use com and went to school to study with my friends....do some math questions and a little physics....disturb reuben who is in love with 3 different girls...ok.....tick tock tick tock....time to go home.....went home with Aaron....accompanied him to the bubble tea shop and get his drink...take 112 and went home...at 7.05pm,The King called and ask me to follow him to cut his world class hair....kinda ironic when we both saw Aaron inside the saloon..haha...played metal slug X while waiting for The King....after that went to mac and studied till 10..then this question suddenly came into my mind..what would happen if apocalypse came?????/

TUESDAY,OCTOBER 13,09

2009-10-13T02:54:00.000-07:00

Today school ended at 10.10 am..f**k..super fast...gt my class T-shirt...was expecting a nice design but turned out differently...ahha...hmm,so close to 'O' Level...hmm..i dont know if i can atleast secure minimum of B4 for each subject..But i have confidence in myself and i believe i can do it..with the helped of my friends like Guo Lun,Heede,Ardi,Jamal,Hock Ann,Eugene,Chia Min,Reuben and Yuan Chin..thank you very much guys although i don't really show it cause i'm evil but really,you guys have help me a lot...and btw i'm not SLOPE DOG!!!

MONDAY,OCTOBER 12,09

2009-10-11T10:12:00.000-07:00

Life is always hard and challenging...but we can never give up because if we do,all that we have work hard for will be gone to waste....hmm..i guess i just have to focus to do well for my 'O' lvl which is starting soon...no more room for weakness like for examples...girlfriends....guitar-ing...soccer..all have to put aside...

FRIDAY,OCTOBER 09,09

2009-10-09T07:36:00.000-07:00

So shag...Graduation this coming 15...crap..going to miss secondary school.....14 DAYS TO O LVL...MY GOD..

WEDNESDAY,SEPTEMBER 29,09

2009-09-30T06:22:00.000-07:00

Wow...so long never update my blog...ok well today i'm gonna post about whats currently been going in my life...
Ok,so lets start with my prelim result...as expected,i will fail my math..but the good news is that i pass the subject that i was intending to pass...lol
but i need to work harder cause O lvl is coming in 23 more days...its going to be tedious but i have to do it to go to the course i want in polytechnic...
Ohh damn..i cut my hair three weeks ago and its still like super short...when will it grow..damn...
Huuhu..im gonna get my distortion kit soon and im super looking foward to that day...and i love Brueno..haha..lol...so until next time then.

WEDNESDAY,SEPTEMBER 16,09

2009-09-15T10:02:00.001-07:00

PRELIMS,PRELIMS,PRELIMS,PRELIMS!!!...

FRIDAY,SEPTEMBER 12,09

2009-09-11T09:39:00.000-07:00

Yeah....i got my new spectacles....love this song by Angels&Airwaves-The Adventure...
Must study liao...

THRUSDAY,SEPTEMBER 03,09

2009-09-03T03:47:00.001-07:00

Standing alone with no direction
How did I fall so far behind?
Why Am I searching for perfection?
Knowing it's something I won't find

In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because

[Chorus]
I run
Till the silence splits me open
I run
Till it puts me underground
Till I have no breath
And no roads left but one

When did I lose my sense of purpose?
Can I regain what's lost inside?
Why do I feel like I deserve this?
Why does my pain look like my pride?

In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because
I let myself down
In my fear and flaws

[Chorus]
I run
Till the silence splits me open
I run
Till it puts me underground
Till I have no breath
And no roads left but one
No roads left but one

In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because

I run
And the silence splits me open
I run
And it puts me underground
But there's no regret
And no roads left to run

TUESDAY,AUGUST 25O9

2009-08-25T02:02:00.000-07:00

Woah..unlucky sehh today..ahha..lol..i woke up late...shit..as predicted,i was late for school..came to school at 8.04am..haha...but i'm lucky since it's my first time being late so i was given an hour of detention which i made to full use..huhu..im kinda happy because my DnT journal is completed..8 months of hard work..pheww....yeah and my sideburn is getting longer,finally i can challenge my friends.haha..lol..woah..nxt week is the performance..ahh!!!,suddenly my leg feel like jelly..must be stage fright..muhahaha!!!!..
sometimes you should not take things for granted....a random quote..lol..xp

SATURDAY,AUGUST 22,O9

2009-08-22T03:45:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone,so sorry for not updating my blog for a while..i was rather lazy..haha...lol..so today i think i blog abt my teachers day performance..haha..so my band went to the rehearsal today..lol..it was super funny coz when we were rehearsing..ahha..my bassist suddenly became angry and started raging at each of us..we were startled,xp....he then kick my one and only amp...i was so heartbroken..i put my SG at the side and try to confront him..the rest of my bandmate also...finally,he calm down and we were unlucky coz we get to only play 1 song instead of 3...crap man..hate prefects..lol..crap,nxt weak i got alot of mock exams...and my dnt dateline is nxt week...wah sian...not to mention my english oral which is on 28...die liao uh...lol.
..And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve..to me,this lines means a lot...xp

WEDNESDAY,AUGUST O5,O9

2009-08-05T00:39:00.000-07:00

So long never post...this few days have been really busy for me....so today i wanna post about whats been happening to me lately....firstly..i cut my hair and what the heck..its super short...cant bear to look at the mirror anymore..lol.
I cant believe that my prelims will start next month,..man..so super fast....i notice that time flies more faster than previous years,...man im addicted to one piece again...haha..
hmm,i got to konw this gerl...she a very sweet and hyper one..i hope she can help me in my math..my math is the only subject that is failing...sad..lol..xp.I heard that my band get to perform for the concert..im so happy and shag at the same time cause i need to perform on stage...see so many people makes me feel uneasy...left 2 more months and im out of the school..huhu...xp

WEDNESDAY,JULY 29,09

2009-07-29T08:24:00.000-07:00

.Wow,cant believe july's gonna end..its so fast..now i know that time does flies.i think i getting a fever again..damn..so sick and tired of getting one..grhh.lol.
.Plse stop saying bad things and making me feel so weak,can you..?....im so demoralised...i already prove to some of you guys that im infact better in guitar than u know....just because i cant play this song doesnt mean im freaking noob..ahh forget it lah..ur just wasting my time....
.So nxt week is the audition...man...kinda excited to perform for teachers day...yeah..left 2 months to o lvl's,..huhu..cant wait to keep zacky's hairdo...
.To this person,im sorry but i choose to be friends with you,rather than being together..sorry..xp..

SUNDAY,26 JULY,09

2009-07-26T04:26:00.000-07:00

These few days have really open up my eyes in a certain point in my life.
i now know that sometimes you have to make a choice and this choice is the only best solution it has.If your angry with me then its fine with me,its you own fault.
If you had listen to us,we wont kick you out of the band rigt..You want everyone of us to be perfect.wtf..its just a normal gig..nothing much...so what if we're not serious...hope u change uh,be a better person..dont be a spoiler.
..So yesterday,went to a chalet at east coast,kinda boring there but i get to eat free food which is the best part.So many gerls were there,so ashamed..haaa..lol.
went home around 3 am which is f**king late.haha..lol
..Today,i master the songs for the audition,hope my bandmates are all prepare...shit,havent come out with a band name yet..crap,this monday is the last day of registration..wat a drag.!!.i kept thinking,is she ready?..do i have to make the first move? or she just treat me as a frend?...watever it is,i will wait..

In My Mind,Blood Drips From Your Eyes,A Beautiful Last Goodbye...=]

TUESDAY,JULY 21,09

2009-07-21T00:44:00.000-07:00

Today well,i realised how important it is not to take things for granted which i always do...sadsad...
so today,school as per normal,very bored..,handphone drop again...ohh man,i need to learn another song and perfect my guitaring skills..so sad..so today,well my frend jamal didnt come so it was like super boring...how i wish i can turn back time when i was in sec 3,maybe im not what i am now,so weak..well what to do,i guess i have to leave the past in the past,gotta find the future.so i will hold on to the promise i made and be strong and move on if after these 10 days i just cant change...so today i start the countdown..
which side will i go,good,bad or worst..?
10 DAYS LEFT..
from me=]

MONDAY,JULY 20,09

2009-07-20T09:08:00.000-07:00

Today so tired,feeling so shag..well im just tired of living but what to do,life have to go on..
today at school,Ivan did something hilarious,haha..he thinks he's a masked rider,he then act2 transform..haha!..so funny lah Ivan,grow up..well im kinda happy cause i master both songs that i need to play on this friday.
I regret a lot of things..haix..why must i be a nookcake...nvrm..im sorry to the people who have been hurt by me..i regret and i feel so useless,thinking of the mistakes that i make almost everyday...woah,like ghost rider like that uh..haha...i lame.lol.to that someone,good luck..haaa.^^
No More Sorrow by Linkin Park can only describe how im feeling today..x_x

so thats all for today.. from me=]

SUNDAY,JULY 19,09

2009-07-19T04:56:00.000-07:00

Huhu!!!!..today just came back from my second home...so tired...so today well,i msg
her and i was rather happy today,i guess cause i think i really have fallen in love with her..haha..so i wanna dedicate this lyrics to her.she gave me hope and help me in everyway she could,now im really happy.

~Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

Coz here I am - still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries x2

I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don’t know where the future’s headed
Nothings gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why

[ Kris Allen Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
So here I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah…

There are no boundaries
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
There are no boundaries~

.after that,went home,do some d&t and chem,kinda lazy to learn new song..need to brush up on my skills so yeah,tired.
from me=]

SATURDAY.JULY 18.09

2009-07-17T19:10:00.001-07:00

Today i wake up and i feel that its time for me to change.there's no more the old me who likes to emo all around..sweet,i feel less burden now.only time can tell....but to that someone..thank you alot...i heard that my school got 1 case on H1N1..must be careful then.
~

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are~

Sometimes life can be boring but when u realize something,it will turn out to be different.
from me=]

FRIDAY,JULY 17,09

2009-07-17T06:51:00.000-07:00

Today was a f**ked up day for me...i hate alot of things that happen to me today.
after school as usual met up with friends then go canteen etc.then went to class to watch a good movie..i really like it a lot.then stay back at school till 4pm..so tired..went home,felt boring...then came out at 7.30pm to meet with my clan.we go play LAN as usual.i called someone a monster.it was a joke but i think that someone take it seriously..ohh well..ignore me lorr.more sian,need to master some songs for the upcoming performance,haiyo...
..
.I feel like i just wanna give up on everything..man..i regret falling in love..i just hate this kinds of feeling..the pain..etc..
I feel like hatred building inside of me to hate u all..ahh!! mi guess sometimes u dont get what u always wanted...dear god,give me strength to overcome this nuisance in my boring life....
-_-..feeling so down.

WEDNESDAY,JULY 15,09

2009-07-15T03:53:00.000-07:00

.Well today,so unlucky,before reaching the school,rain..man..i was so wet...luckily got a friend of mine to share the same fate as me..hahaaha!.So as usual,when came into class,saw my friend,Ivan,somehow i admire him for some things that happen.So today, after school when studying with some of my pals till 6.
.Now i wanna talk about a friend of mine,his the best friend i ever had even though he always so call bully me with his lame actions.hahaha!!
.I'm sorry if like i always call you names and etc..haha.

.If you got a problem or in any situation,u got 3 choices to make..
1st.Face it
2nd.Take it
3rd.Forget it
so choose wisely ok.
From me=]

TUESDAY,JULY 14,09

2009-07-14T00:46:00.000-07:00

Today as usual,boredom strikes for the lessons before recess.So super tired and sleepy.Then had recess and after that,it was like so fun cause it's english lesson=free period..haha!!..Felt so full,eat to much chocolate..ahh...btw today ivan did a stupid thing...He show off his mad dancing skills and people was like wth is he doing...haha...
.I felt so dumb and i feel very pathetic,like i cant even do a simple thing.haix..wat's happening to me..grr..
.To her,thank you very much for everything that you've done for me..^^
Hope to see you soon^^.haaa!!
I know u miss me..hahaha!!

U must trust ur instinct sometimes,cause it will help u..
From me=]

MONDAY,JULY 13,09

2009-07-13T02:59:00.008-07:00

.Today as usual,school.So bored!!!!.
After that,we play guitar,a friend of my teach me some skills that he know...huhu!!
Well i feel life so bored like there's nothing to do,although i know what is my goal and reason for being here,i somehow feel so empty,alone like i feel myself being tainted again.[The darkside is calling.^^]

Whatever happens,must continue living&dont give up on the things you want..
from me=]

SUNDAY,JULY 12,09

2009-07-12T07:38:00.000-07:00

.Today i was kinda happy.After my class ended,i msg her and plan to give the notes to her.
Then went home,change and go out with her.haaa!!!.We went to vivo and we find a nice spot and study for a while...
.I got the chance to bully her and pinch her again..muhahah!!!!!!
After that as usual,we went jalan2..got to see a stupid band show...*damn noob uh they all*
.After that went to bugis.While we were inside the bus,she told me a lot about her and i was like ohh,ok..haha.
.Went to mac and grab a bite..yumyumyum!.
still sick,cough like nobody business...

Sometimes u must make the choice&not the choice that makes you.
From me=]

SATURDAY,JULY 11,09

2009-07-11T07:48:00.000-07:00

.Well,all of the sudden,i remembered that i wanted to post about my guitar..haha!!
.I just bough it recently during the june holidays.Thanks to my frend Farhan for coming down and assist me with it.Bought it with a good deal and i love it..haaa.

SATURDAY,JULY 11,09

2009-07-11T02:24:00.000-07:00

Got nothing to do so well,here's a video about how humans defeat Lucifer in a soccer game.

SATURDAY,JULY 11,09

2009-07-11T02:18:00.000-07:00

Today is like so super boring.i cant even go out..finally im getting better..huhu..so today i wanna post abt my D&T.
I'm doing something that is related to the green building and finally filtration.so this is my design.This pic was taken during june holidays.haha..

FRIDAY,JULY 10,O9

2009-07-10T08:38:00.000-07:00

.Woah..today at school i was like suffering.My nose was like flooding and i cough like non-stop.Took the temperature and it was below 37.6.although i felt damn weak..haiyo..
.Today my english lesson was the best.i dont know why but i feel that her way of teaching has improved..great job miss eek...haaa.
.After school i went to slack around with my classmates as i got nothing to do..then she sms me
saying that she wanted to study with me..so i was like yeah..ok.
.Went home,bath etc.then meet her at hougang mall..told her everything and she really understand my situation that im facing...
.So we study,study,study..she teach me math...i was like so noob in math..haaha..thank you very much.
.After that went to meet with my friends at LAN.They were like super shock since i bring her..im starting to hate Ivan..He's so childish...arghh..gonna get even with him soon..nyahaha..
From me=]

THRUSDAY, JULY 09,09

2009-07-09T04:54:00.000-07:00

Well,today i think i did a right thing.i told her to stop disturbing me,well i did it cause i did not want her
to fall in love with me.Gerls like her should never be with a guy like me,and so we argue and argue till i think she shut off her phone..well what to expect..i hurt her..well..she get over it someday..
.Today i fell sick..ohh god..why?????..temperature was like 38.8 degree...and today something funny happen in class.My frend Ivan a.k.a Swine show off his temper towards my teacher...i was like laughing in my heart..haha...wth lah ivan..noobcake..Dnt finishing soon....starting on presentation board soon..ohh well....all i can say to this gerl is that im really sorry ok,go find someone else...,
i dont deserve you ok...
from me=]

MONDAY ,JULY 07,09

2009-07-06T07:01:00.000-07:00

hello people..today i wanna tell you guys how happy i am today..
..
..well,i went out again with Xinny..*she was totally cute..*
..
..went to watch movie..got the chance to bully her..haaaa...*wish could do that everyday..*
..
..sigh..i have to start working hard already....it's now or never...
..
..from me..
Fahmi.

SATURDAY ,JULY 04,09

2009-07-04T00:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was fun..i went out and study with xinny..ahha...lol.
..
..After that,we went to tamp and find a place to eat...xp.
..
..then we went jalan2..lol.*window shopping*.
..
..bought a sketch book for my d&t while she bought some pen...crazy fella..jkjk.
..
..getting sick i think..haix...

FRIDAY,MAY 29,09

2009-05-29T05:38:00.001-07:00

woah....today i felt so bored..im stuck at home...i've been busy doing my D&T.
..
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..I haven't even start revising..crap man...im gonna fall sick again....
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..Sometimes you don't make the choice but the choice makes you...
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138 more days to 'O' level..
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Can't believe its already coming to june...time does flies...
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..and i want my custom fenders strats!!!!!

WEDNESDAY,MAY 13,09

2009-05-13T07:43:00.000-07:00

ahh....i just recover from my fever..ohh. man..how to master afterlife...shit....
..

..life is getting better this few day since im not sick anymore.
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yeah!!!..gonna get fenders at the end of the month..cant wait....how i wish life would be much easier..

FRIDAY,MAY 01,09

2009-05-01T09:41:00.000-07:00

..Today i hang out with my pals...
..
..I play dota with my them..
..
..i was like a beginner since i long time nvr play tat game..lol.
..
..it was fun
..
..after tat,we go to carefour to buy some stuff and catch a movie..
..
..so fun,got to watch X-Men Origins..
..
..ahh,tired,need to rest...
..
..until then..~S.Y.N~

TUESDAY,APRIL 28,09

2009-04-28T02:45:00.000-07:00

Hello people...finally got time to post some stuff....
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yesterday was my birthday.....
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cant believe im finally 17....went to jam yesterday instead of revising...
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anyway school life so boring and a little stress..
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I WANNA PLAY GUITAR HERO!!!!!!!

THRUSDAY,APRIL 23,09

2009-04-23T07:41:00.000-07:00

Today..i felt responsible for the problem..im sorry friend..should have let u see the photos first..
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yeah..my birthday gonna come..finally..im turning 17..sweet...lol...
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But i miss someone to hold....im sorry...you were never meant for me...
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yeah..tmrw friday...can sleep till late night...sweet.

~S.Y.N~

WEDNESDAY,APRIL 22,09

2009-04-22T01:36:00.000-07:00

Im tired of being in sec 5 although its the only way for me to go into a Jc...
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cant wait to take o lvls and yeah finally can enjoy...
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so today was as usual,boring although i gain a little knowledge..lol..
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Today Oliver came to school....a mascot..lol...
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I lazy already..so i end here..

~S.Y.N~

MONDAY,APRIL 20,09

2009-04-20T03:55:00.000-07:00

Today i came to school with my new hairdo...haha...
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It was fun although im tired cause the weekends ended so fast...
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The first person i saw when i enter the gate was...IVANATOR!!!!..
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Hmm..today school was not so fun cause of the weather and all the lesson..
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took a math test and i probably fail it...
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I WANNA GO JAMM AGAIN!!!!!

MONDAY,APRIL 20,09

2009-04-20T03:48:00.000-07:00

A day in school is like a year travelling in sahara desert..
...
..today lesson was rather boring...I just cant come up with few designs for
my D&T.
..Today the weather was like wth...lol...so hot..burning up like in an oven..

SATURDAY,APRIL 18,09

2009-04-18T05:21:00.001-07:00

I WANT CUSTOM FENDERS STRATOCASTER!!!!!!!!

SATURDAY,APRIL 18,09

2009-04-18T05:15:00.000-07:00

Finally could update my blog...
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Today my friends and i go jamming...
.its was totally awesome as we get to play songs that we wanted..

.The uncle was a generous man..huhu..i wanna go jamming there again soon....sweet.

FRIDAY,MARCH13,09

2009-03-12T03:02:00.000-07:00

Today i feel freaking tired....

but the good thing is..its end of term 1..holiday not like holiday..wtf..

..feel like giving up on d&t...but with mr.wimal encouragement and the designer

..i think i give it a try once more....

..damn a lot of homework thats need to be done..going nuts soon...

...i still feel that im gonna be sick again..haix....

~Fahmi~

WEDNESDAY,MARCH11,09

2009-03-11T02:48:00.000-07:00

Today..

..i feel that time moved so slow...

..although i enjoy during D&T lesson when sam showed us something..haha

..how i wish that the sky would rain...but it didn't..haha..

..Today oral was super slow..

couldn't bear the agony of waiting till your turn being tested by the teacher..

..but im lucky to get Mr.Daniel...although i was nervous..i totally pull it

off..haha.lol..

..sad today cant meet up with her..sorry girl..next time will do alright..teeheee.

~Fahmi~

TUESDAY,MARCH10,09

2009-03-10T07:09:00.000-07:00

Sick..sick..sick..

haix..haha..lol

sudden change of weather..ahhh!!!!...

..can feel the body heat rising....

..met her again and again and again...

my life is turning out to be great...haha...kinda ironic but thats the truth.

`fahmi~

MONDAY,MARCH 09,09

2009-03-09T06:40:00.000-07:00

unlucky man today...

suddenly fell sick...lol.

met up with her again at where we first met..huhu...

..although it's been raining..i don't bother..

i just wanna meet up with her..ahha..lol.

btw..today i just found out that my favourite teacher got a car..hhaha

..i was so shocked cause..i thought he cheap skate one..haha..jkjk

and today...another lightning strike i think,lol.

..but this time near the school..haha..shock for a few seconds..haha.

~Fahmi~

SATURDAY,MARCH 07,09

2009-03-07T04:16:00.000-08:00

Today i regret...

...I blame myself for this..

...I'm sorry to make you sad...

...didn't mean to make you think of the past...

...hope you never cry..

But today i still enjoy going out with you...lol..

..btw today the lightning struck near a tree i guess...

..i was startled and shock at the same time...in case you don't know what a

lightning looks like....then you can go eat shit..haha..lol.

~FAHMI~

FRIDAY,MARCH 06,09

2009-03-06T03:58:00.000-08:00

Still remember what happen yesterday....

..Today i get to wrestled Jun Yi..haha!!..what a lame thingy..LOL.

..and i get to throw a so call javelin..haha..lol..In case some of you don't know what is a javelin..

..then your noob!!!

Anyway,i got this teacher at school..

she teaches my class english language which is 1 of my favourite subject..

the thing is she just can't can't teach..can't connect to us...

i don't want to be rude but thats the fact...LOL...

..and she teach us today on how to describe a picture when the oral comes..

..The truth is,she can't teach!!!.

..And today i get to meet someone i like..haha.lol

...Get to spent time with that person...

..She makes me happy...hahaha.lol.

~Fahmi~

THRUSDAY,MARCH 05,09

2009-03-05T05:43:00.000-08:00

omg..

something happen today.

LOL.

Met with someone who i didn't think would be there...haix..

..biggest mistake.

Thanks to me..they both are fighting...

helping to sort out their problem though...

ahhh!....feeling emo... i guess...i never change.

I'm feeling so guilty now...Im sorry for being the cause of this matter...

Having depression i think..LOL.

~Fahmi~